how do you get there?

I am tired of the bananas I eat. I often wonder if a pear wont be just as good?

How do you get to the point where there will always be a new challenge, a new reason to get up... besides sex, drugs and rock and roll.

Im tired of getting up in the morning and having absolutely nothing to look forward too. Nobody. Nadas. Ziekerol. Nothing.

Where do I get new inspiration?

Help.